The crowd have gradually slowed to a stop behind the vehicle as it maneuvers to exit the bridge. There are so many people on the bridge that it seems they might overflow the balustrades and cascade into the cold waters below.
Today it was Havel's funeral, the privately flown-in dutiful, politicians, princes, gathering in contemplation of the tousled haired, Zappa-loving hero-poet-president, while his compatriots and their children, waiting outside in the damp chill in their thousands, planted fields of glittering candles and notes which simply said 'thank you'.
1984.
The bridge is empty. It's a warm, late evening in August, and for the third time that day I cross the Charles Bridge towards Marta's apartment on Nerudova, just below the Castle steps. The river flows peacefully and silently below, only the distant weir offering a murmuring of sound.
I listen to my own footsteps.
The saints, looking down from the balustrades on either side, remain stonily mute. A man with a small dog is walking towards me, and though at that moment we are the only two people on the bridge he walks by without acknowledging my presence. In the still and sultry air it seems that the whole city is either sleeping or has been abandoned altogether by it's citizens who have retreated to the cool lakes and trees and rivers of the countryside. It is August, the holiday month. Prague has been left to stew in it's own heat, it's light absorbed by the grey stone.
Once across the bridge I wait, leaning back against the balustrade, away from betraying lantern pools of light, looking back towards the Old Town and it's darkening shapes of dome and tower...looking for movement of dark on darkness.
such a quiet, authentic tone and phrasing in this particular echo. it is absorbing and feels very intimate as though we are floating around in both the narrator's conscious and unconscious. lovely.
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